Hi Ya’ll. It’s been a minute. Current Emotional weather: partly sunny with patches of upset, chance of tears with occasional high winds of frustration. Bad hands are causing a stormy and rocky foundation in my mental state via the absence of journaling~GOD I miss that release. And yet I remain…without my most basic tools for self/mental management… I am in a fairly decent place despite grasping to recall a turn of phrase for later use rather than letting go and flowing with the words as now even i cannot read what I have written.
The last 6 weeks have been a revelation, after they were a monumental setback. Soon after going all tube feeding all the time, I lost about 70% of my CAPACITY to do. literally.